Make It Out

Back in school
While I was still a youngin
A always tried to be the coolest yet I always seemed to fail
In the playground hung out with the nerds
Being scrutinized for having fun pretending we were in a game
We were shooting in the air with sticks for MP40s
Killing all the zombies up until the bell rang
Then we hurried back to class
Tho it was such a blast
As soon as I made it up in the hallway shit just changed up real fast
Being pushed up in lockers
Insulted, Everyone watching and doing nothing I felt like I wanna die
Tho I grew up from that trauma
It still haunts me when I′m sleeping late at night
I'm worried for my life

Trying to improve
I still don′t know what Imma do
To get back in the groove and keep myself up in the mood to be as happy as I can possibly be
Always praying up to god
Wishing on a shooting star

I wish for happiness and growth
Always trying to be the best that I know I can be and now Im
Blessed to say Im on the road to greatness
Always trynna do the right thing always helping the people around
It gets hard sometimes
Remember always keep your head up and be positive thinking about
Your situation you experiencing
You the star up in your galaxy just know you will make it out

All the shit that Ive done
The cheating the lying
Playing the minds
A couple of times I admit I was throwing a fit for attention and all the affection from people around
I just wanted to benefit off a the backs of my friends now they giving me money
I'm faking the situation that I'm living in just for the hell of it
What the fuck is that mindset
I don′t think I′ll improve
Can't believe I admitted that
I admit that its true
I know that I been a bitch to all your wallets and hearts
For that I know I apologize
Im trynna do better now

Trying to improve
I still don′t know what Imma do
To get back in the groove and keep myself up in the mood to be as honest as I can possibly be
Praying up to god
Wishing on a shooting star

I wish for happiness and growth
Always trying to be the best that I know I can be and now Im
Blessed to say Im on the road to greatness
Always trynna do the right thing always helping the people around
It gets hard sometimes
Remember always keep your head up and be positive thinking about

Published:

23 December, 2021