My Fault

When I was just a youngin tho
Tried to keep myself up off the ground and Keep it going
After everything I been through now I′m feeling grown
Time to show em what Im made of Ima start the show
Went from cheating and lying and stealing to helping out people
Felt alone all depressed in my bed wishing it could be different now
While I'm trynna right my wrongs
The hardest part is realizing it was all my fault

Feeling empty from all of the shit that I did
I was young I was dumb but I knew it was wrong
Sneaking around and robbing people that I know
How the fuck did I get that bad
Never realized the aftermath of my actions
Looking back in my past when
The man I robbed fell victim
To a suicide attempt and its all my fault damn
All the pain it was felt
Guilt and shame I′m in hell
Insane I need help
I should be in a cell
To this day its instilled in my head
Questioning my morality
Debating if its the end of me
Am I redeemable I will see
Can I forgive myself
Doubtfully
And that's the sad truth
At the end of the day it is really all on you
Deciding for yourself if you can keep on pushing through
Though I guess that all your demons keep on haunting you
Gotta realize the only demon here is you
Forgiveness is the key to slay the demon through and through
Feel that weight up on your shoulder disappear its gone
The hardest part is almost over I will move on

When I was just a youngin tho
Tried to keep myself up off the ground and Keep it going
After everything I been through now I'm feeling grown
Time to show em what Im made of Ima start the show
Went from cheating and lying and stealing to helping out people
Felt alone all depressed in my bed wishing it was all different now
While Im trynna right my wrongs
The hardest part is realizing it was all my fault

Published:

23 December, 2021