What is life
What′s this shit we Living in
A planet in the galaxy that we all live within
So in a place thats filled with billions full of life
Why The fuck does it just feel like I can't make it out and thrive
Sitting on my couch
Yea, I cry
Thinking to myself full of doubt
Trynna die
See my momma crying in her sleep every night
Overhearing asking god for help while struggling to survive
What′s this life that I'm Living for
Just seeing suicide all through my mind
While hear it knocking at my door
Creepin up on me I hear the creaks all through the floor
Mindly active with these thoughts all in my head man
They just startn pour Out
I never had a dad
I grew up all alone
No call no phone
No way back home
Man it just made me sad
Thats all I want you know
A fatherly figure to help me through my youth
To show me right and wrongs and always lead me to my truth
And lead me on a right path
Filled with laughs
Build some crafts
And teach me math
That's all I needed man
That′s all I wanted
But now I know to never leave my kids and make em feel wanted

I′m looking at the clock I see the time
It's 12:25 And I′m feeling right
Thoughts in my head got me thinking like
It's time to slow down I won′t sleep tonight
I'm looking at the clock I see the time
It′s 12:25 and I'm feeling right
Thoughts in my head got me thinking like
I can't sleep better get through the night

Man
I′m tired of thinkin I′m alone
I gotta beat these problems
No time here to sit and soak
And while I solve these issues
With no tissues
Know I miss you
But no time to cry
I'm in the sky
I′m solving shit
Right on the fly
I'm more alive
And taking flight
I′m in the plane all through the night
But never looking down because I know that I am scared of heights
Oh shit
My heart is starting to beat
Adrenaline all through my veins
I'm scared as fuck at 40,000 feet up
I′m fucking terrified
But I hear a voice all in my head calm me down all up inside
I know Tom, Its harder then it seems
The risks you taking
All the time is
Buildin stress all through your day
But in the end you better know that it was worth it
Success ain't a one night stop you gotta earn it
But you know what
I'll guide you through your life
And show you everything you never learned while growing up alright

I′m looking at the clock I see the time
It′s 12:25 And I'm feeling right
Thoughts in my head got me thinking like
It′s time to slow down I won't sleep tonight
I′m looking at the clock I see the time
It's 12:25 and I′m feeling right
Thoughts in my head got me thinking like
I can't sleep better get through the night

I'm looking at the clock I see the time
It′s 12:25 And I′m feeling right
Thoughts in my head got me thinking like
It's time to slow down I won′t sleep tonight
I'm looking at the clock I see the time
It′s 12:25 and I'm feeling right
Thoughts in my head got me thinking like
I can′t sleep better get through the night

Published:

23 December, 2021